I had the wonderful privileged of going to Kansas City for Christmas, New Years, and my 21st Birthday!!! I am so excited that I also got to be in town for the birth of my beautiful new nephew Isaiah James Ryder!! He was born Christmas Eve 8lbs and 6oz. He was warmly welcomed by his parents Matthew and Song, and his big brother, who is more precocious than ever, Levi! I also got to spend special time with my sister whom I haven’t seen in a whole year!! She took me out for a very fabulous birthday date!! And my mamma also joined the wonder 2 days after Christmas with her own bag of goodies!! She made me the most beautiful– “Ariel Shell”– necklace I have ever had, I say it’s for me to put my voice in! I am so happy I got to spend time with her she’s so fun to be around!! Being at IHOP was lovely although I was extremely preoccupied by my fund raising push, for my upcoming ( in only 3 days!!) outreach to Indiana with YWAM!! All prayers are highly appreciated! I KNOW the Lord with provide! Happy NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

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Amazing Grace.

March 3, 2007

Thank you GOD! The movie industry is not totally damned! There is yet something of substance and worth, still hanging on by a thread. This is the very thread I must grab hold of as an actress if I am to not only survive, but actually thrive as a Christian missionary undercover–as by the way we all are in the many roles God has places us in—within this industry. Tonight after an amazing extrapolation on the first few words of the book Song of Songs, “kiss me with the kisses of your word.” taught by the wonderful Mike Bickle, I went to the best movie I have seen in probably a year or more. It’s right up there with Luther, Winslow Boy, and Remember the Titans. It was so good, and Jesus was there, I felt His pleasure. I was so thankful for the way in which He was painted. I don’t want to give anything away, so please go see it. But I can barely even speak still after watching it. I will marry someone just like William Wilberforce, or I won’t get married, and I want to become something so world changing. “Oh God if what I am doing here on earth doesn’t effect some kind of change, and some sort of transformation then let me come home to you now, it’s not worth it otherwise. I can’t bear all this injustice unless it matters. I hope I matter here, I want to cause and shift with prayer, not just blow air into space. I must Lord, truly I must.

I will seek your heart on this more fervently now because of this man, this life, lead and lived by Amazing Grace”.

                                                                                          

Must Write!

February 23, 2007

Okay, so I’m writing just for the sake of writing, but I have a fabulous excuse, I am sick. I have the yucks, or as my leader says, “my head feels like a blimp” I am going to sleep early, so as to arise before 1 to clean house and visit with my dear friends Gary and Marie, my spiritual parents at the house of prayer. I really enjoy them and all their incredible wisdom, I highly recomend heir new book, “Reaching your Power Potential” it’s about the sermon on the mount and it’s dynamic impact on our individual history. Check it out!

Anyway goodnight and good day to all you day people.

Prepare yourself for poetry is soon to follow…..