Amazing Grace.

March 3, 2007

Thank you GOD! The movie industry is not totally damned! There is yet something of substance and worth, still hanging on by a thread. This is the very thread I must grab hold of as an actress if I am to not only survive, but actually thrive as a Christian missionary undercover–as by the way we all are in the many roles God has places us in—within this industry. Tonight after an amazing extrapolation on the first few words of the book Song of Songs, “kiss me with the kisses of your word.” taught by the wonderful Mike Bickle, I went to the best movie I have seen in probably a year or more. It’s right up there with Luther, Winslow Boy, and Remember the Titans. It was so good, and Jesus was there, I felt His pleasure. I was so thankful for the way in which He was painted. I don’t want to give anything away, so please go see it. But I can barely even speak still after watching it. I will marry someone just like William Wilberforce, or I won’t get married, and I want to become something so world changing. “Oh God if what I am doing here on earth doesn’t effect some kind of change, and some sort of transformation then let me come home to you now, it’s not worth it otherwise. I can’t bear all this injustice unless it matters. I hope I matter here, I want to cause and shift with prayer, not just blow air into space. I must Lord, truly I must.

I will seek your heart on this more fervently now because of this man, this life, lead and lived by Amazing Grace”.